but im still not happy. i spoiled myself and i hed gotten the best appartment in casa grande. but im miserable. why do i hurt this much? and why doesn't she? did she even love me after all these months? was she just playing me?
she has texted me and called me 75% less then she used to. sometimes i will stare at me phone for endless minutes wishing she would tell me something i want to here. "i love you and im sorry" but we both know that wont happen.
im not suicidal never had been but i just want to sleep till i dont feel this anymore.
self indulgence
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