my dream

i had a dream about taylor last night. it was a 2 part dream.

the first part she was wanting to break up with me and pretty much the whole world was on my side but it was weird they were mad at me for like being with her and even tho she was leaving
ME and i love her to death everyone still punished me. i didnt get it. so anyways back to the dream

the second part her dad and them are driving away in a greyish escalade and its pouring like you wouldn't believe and they are in like an empty parking lot and i just happened to be there and im miserable because we had been broken up for like a week....i needed to do something now because they were leaving and probably never coming back.......i need to do something now.......come on josh you would do anything for her now's the time......BAM i take off straight shot to the car and even tho the car is about a block in front of me and going about 15 mph i am running as fast as i can in this cold hard rain and finally i run to the car and i slam on mr. lehmans window and tell him to stop. he stops and i run to the other side of the car to taylors window and she rolls the window down and says "josh! what the hell are you doing out here your going to get namonia!"

and i said something that woke me up feeling strong......feeling like it was the right choice of words. i said to her. "taylor where ever you go......who ever you are with just remember no one NO ONE tay will love you as much as i love you.....no one will come close. where ever you go i will follow you because i know we are supposed to be toghether. my heart does not beat to keep me alive it beats for one purpose and thats to make you happy. i love you taylor and i dont care who objects or who hates me for it.....i love you."

i woke up, and felt like i had a mission.

i mean those words taylor and i will live by them everyday!
i love you