Sunday, April 5, 2009

poor friends of mine

im an asshole. i told chance that i didnt want to hang out with him and his girlfriend becuase i dont like her (different story when we were at a party), and i literally yelled at adriel because he walked into my house with out knocking at all, i yelled at him right in front of his girlfriend and i hate her too. she is seriously phsyco status. i should call adriel and apologies.


and i am just idk annoyed with taylor right now. she hasn't learned anything. yes i want her really bad i want to kiss her and hold her and have sex with her and all that stuff but she is with david which i dont care that she is with him thats fine. i think the only reason i kissed her was for payback for what he did to me. that and i lost self control because tay and i had a very serious history and i loved her.

would i go back out with taylor lehman?.......idk. she treated me bad, she treated me like a servant and i gave her everything. she would probably cheat on me numerous times and tell me its no big deal.

but then on the other hand when im with her in her personal space i fall into a tranquill state and im happy around her.


she hasn't changed.
i gotta call adriel.

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